you have got to find out

i don't think you know this, or even sorta realize but every time you talk about him i get jealous.

just the high of laughter we shared

alrighty,

so i was just thinking about you, i know you may know this already but i'm never going to forget, i drunkly told you my plan, but seriously that is just how much you affect me, for the better and worse. i loved you then, and now.

i recently read over my blogs, and i am happy that after everything we remained friends.

you are my rock. the centre of me. you are family, my lover, and my best friend. my constant. I love you. thank you for always being there for me, no matter where life will lead us, from you living a 10 minute drive away to you now living a 2 hour bus ride away, to me wanting to move all over the world. I know i will have a way to contact you, send you updates. thank you for everything you have done for me. you are so beautiful by the way. :)

and for you, when i move all around the world, i hope that in the end i will fall back with you. because i can't see myself with anyone else, because you are everything i want to ever have. but you aren't going to stop me from my dreams, and i know you don't want too. but after i am done, i'll give you a call. but for now lets keep at this challenge baby. ;) things have never been so good, so great. it was always you, i hope you know that. i never forgot about you, i just needed you to see that i am willing to leave if you didn't start treating me like i needed to be treated. and you did that, and beyond.