Cause I honestly believed in you

...I'm not sure how to phrase what is going on in my head.
I can honestly say that I've become one of those stupid girls just hanging around for no reason. You honestly treat me like shit. Name one good thing you've done for me lately. I've known for a while now that any way I go my heart is going to get broken. You said you still want to me with me, then why are you being such a fucking asshole. But then I have this problem where I can't let you go. I have this picture where we are going to spend the summer happy, and in love. But that is just a dream. I acutally see it, with me being disappointed by you. I don't know where I went wrong with you. But please fucking man up, and show me that you still care. This is not just in my head. I don't think you realize how fucking angry you make me.

Maybe I will sleep when I'm dead.

There is something wrong. I'm not that stupid. Talk to me.

I don't think I can talk to you about it, cause if I were to talk to you about it, you would stop. But that is not what I want, I want you to realize what you are doing to me. And stop your self. But I can't be naive enough to think that is what is going to happen. I wish I didn't care so much, and I didn't react the way I do. I'm sorry for that. And I'm sorry I've been such a bitch, but I just want to talk to you.

didn't see a single face that I knew, tell i went nowhere with you

I like how you defend me, and that you care about me. And that you seem more loving now. and you should know that I love you. I'm so excited for summer, I'm tired of never being able to see you.

You always go feeling sorry for yourself.

I don't feel very loved right now.

you're free to leave or stay

I feel like something is wrong.