Friday, April 23, 2010

I will do anything for love, but I won't do that, oh no, I won't be do that.

I miss you, and I'm just in the mood to be with you. Have you make me laugh, lay in your arms not wearing any clothes, listening to your heart beat. Loving every moment of being with you. Cause I do love you, and I feel so happy just knowing that fact. I love you. And I'm excited to see you.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

She got the power in her hand to shock you like you don't believe.

I'm don't know if I had commitment issues, maybe I just wasn't with the right people. because I don't feel scared being in this relationship, and I don't feel the need to run, I'm quite happy with the way things are. Or maybe I just got over them, or maybe I just needed to meet the right person.

Monday, April 12, 2010

When you are near i see all that I am

I really hope people don't think I don't care, that I don't worry. He is my brother. And I can't imagine my life without him. and I do love him. But maybe I see the more positive side of this. He is going to get better. He is going to live the rest of his life totally normal. I do love him.

And you, you just know how to make me laugh. And I really do have lovely feeling feelings for you :)

Welcome back.

Thank you for very much! I love you deeply. :) And not just for that reason ;)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

I guess you gotta walk away

I really hope what I'm thinking is wrong. Please be wrong. Oh darn..

All in all its just a lie.

Ughhhhhhhhhhh, this pisses me off. You acting like you don't care. Honestly I'm not the person to be messed with. If you want something to change man the fuck up and do it. Fuck this shit. This isn't you. I refuse to wait, I refuse to sit around. I will not sit around. Man the fuck up. Ughhhh

Friday, April 2, 2010

I'll get by, I will surivive.

I'm in on of those moods where I could be content curling up in bed, with a sad book, and crying my eyes out.

Somehow we will make, cause thats what we do.

I won't lie, I'm terrified. More than terrified. I think that is were this mood is coming from. Please.