Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I know my rights, and I've been here all day, and its time for me to go, so let me know if its alright.

I'm feeling better, I wish my stuffed up-ness would go away though, and my beautiful cough.

I have not written in here in awhile.

I don't know what is wrong, I don't think anything is wrong, maybe its just a time of the month thing. But I hope you don't think anything is wrong. I'm pretty sure this is all in my head. I'm happy with you, I want to be with you. The thought of not being with you, leaves a weird feeling in my stomach, and I can honestly say that my feelings for you are still strong. And writing this makes me feel better. I don't know what is bothering me. Maybe I just haven't been in the mood lately. LOL. I dunno, but nothing is wrong. And I really do hope you know that.

My jealous problems when it comes to you are still there. And its annoying, not the good jealous feelings I get either, the annoying ones.

All of my teachers, minus one who I didn't talk to, said I was a good person. Hearing adults say how much of a good student, and person I am, never gets old :). And knowing that they have said this many times through out my life, makes me feel like just an awesome person! LOL. Maybe that is why I'm so cocky.

I don't know what else there is, so I'm going to leave you with that.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Sooooo, I think I might be sick. Just sayin'

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Monday, March 22, 2010

I'm With You

I may be a person to not talk a lot. And let other people talk(with certain people ). But when I want to say something, I completely hate it, with a passion, when they act like they don't care and just say "Cool". Like honestly, i fucking hate it.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I'm so Lost and I like just around the corner.

Now, that is what you call a great day. :)

Friday, March 12, 2010

Oh, the Boss is coming!

Okay, so you know those moods were you just wanna talk about something deep, and meaningful, I'm having one of those now. But I don't really know what I wanna talk about....



I miss you, I miss you more than I thought. And it makes me so happy to miss you. You make me so happy. I get jealous easily, but not crazy jealous problems, just that feeling in my stomach. i know it may not be something to be happy about, but just the fact, I don't know how to explain it. Its me, the one that is horrible in relationships, here I am, in a relationship that still makes me happy, and content to be in, and not me running away. Like honestly, this is the first relationship were I am not running away. Oh god. I love this. I love every feeling I get, no matter if for normal people they are supposed to be bad. I'm so happy. :)

I feel comfortable to know that I do not like you. I am happy with how our relationship is now.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

She's my baby, I love her so

Well. Well. Well. Well.

Its not my life, you can do what ever you want. I'm just here to lend a hand, or a shoulder. You know how I feel, but that shouldn't effect you. Do what you want.

:)

You make me feel like a horrible person, yet at the same time a great person. I don't know how you do it. But I like being around you. I miss you when I don't talk to you. But I don't want to be with you. Why does life have to be ever so confusing. And why can't it let me happy with just one person. I should become like those people who have lots of wives, or husbands, I'm down for that :) LOL

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Never say Never

I don't know what you want me to stop. I don't know what I should stop. I enjoy it. I won't lie. But I don't like you. I know that. But I enjoy being with you. And I like being around you. I like flirting with you. But I naturally flirt! Ugh...

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm not the sun

I honestly don't think I can do it.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010