Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?

Bum bum de bum bum. I have no idea either.

Yesterday, was quite swell, I liked being with you :) You make me happy. And I still enjoy the way things are going, and it been more than a month! That is amazing for me! LOL I enjoy that I can talk about the future with you, and I don't go running like I used to, or go quiet, I enjoy how I talk back about it. I just fucking enjoy you. :)

I wish my itunes loaded faster...

My weekend, it was good. Busy, but the way I like it :)

That isn't my problem.

Speaking of that, I remember what this blog was going to be about! I have come to the conclusion that I am a very selfish person. When I have a fantastic life, I find something to complain about, like honestly, I have great friends, an amazing family, I take the few things that may be bad, and make them effort all those people. I'm guessing it a teenager thing... But I wish those little things didn't bother me so much sometimes.

Soo... on a side note, LOL, I want these feelings to go away. ahhah ohhh, not they are bad, I do enjoy them at times, but I'm scared they are going to led me to things that won't be a positive effort on my relationship. Ugh. I just want you. LOL, these feelings are funny ones, I've never had them for so long, no matter what you say. I'm done. LOL so funny.

I feel as though I have more to say..

YES I DO!
That conversation was good, I won't lie. I've always loved talking to you, you let me talk, hear what I have to say, and reply. And make me feel as though you actually listened (oh I hate how I am bringing this back to you) so much unlike you, and you fucking wondered why I never talked. Oh god, I very much dislike you. And I can very happily say that I am happy you are out of my life. But no this part was not about you. I learned things that night that I had never known, or would have guessed, which also leads to that selfish thing as well. I'm truly sorry. If I had known that I would have effected you so much, which I should have known cause my first effects me, not her, but the first girl i liked, to this day, everything she does still effects me. ugh, i'm sorry. You deserve better.

Well I think that is all I have to say for now. Yup.