How can they ask why I feel so angry do you see my problem if I never explain it

So that last blog, i re-read, and it would sound confusing, its about the right person, not a person I shouldn't have feelings for.
But I need to stop walking away, when I am with you, I feel comfortable, happy, happy again, I just feel good. And i still like you, but during this time of the month, and if I don't talk to you a lot, I will go off. I don't know how to explain it, does that make sense? Oh darn. But, I like you, a lot, and I like where everything is going, I am just in like with this. :) LOL yet here I find myself flirting with you, you are just so easy to flirt with. I love doing it, and the way you flirt back. But those thoughts Samantha, need to leave. But with the mood I have been in, I doubt they will. Oh darn.
So I like how its reversed now, now I wonder if you read these. LOL, oh that is funny.