I don't know if its a bad thing that I miss you. Not like being together. Just when I see you smiling, and being happy and such, I won't lie I get stab of jealously. I did enjoy making you happy. But I am not saying I like you again. I think maybe I just miss you always seeming happy in my life. I dunno. I'm not saying that something is wrong with Trevor, I have been more faithful to him, then I have been with anyone else LOL. Not saying that I'm a cheater of course, but I have just seemed to stop flirting. Which is good. and I do like him, very much so :)
I feel so as though I could do this with my life. But I think I need to get my head into school. And I hate it when you slip those comments into things. and make me feel as though I'm not trying. Which I am. But on what I was saying, talking with you helped. I could see myself doing this. And being able to travel the world and do so, pretty much a perfect job. LOL But I dunno it scares me still. it will be a challenge but then that means life won't be so boring. 7 years is a long time though. I think I should talk to some more people about it. But I don't know what else I could be. Ughh, why is decided these things so hard.
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