I feel tired, not necessarily physically tired, but emotionally tired. You use me so much, you play with my emotions. If I was any weaker than i already am I would be really bothered by it. But those walls I built up are working. I won't lie, I have a need for you. I miss you when we are together. and it sucks. But there is so much pressure. But I don't want it to go away, well the pressure i want to go away. but I want this friendship to stay. I just... I don't really know. Its all so confusing. But not really, I'm just making it more confusing. Jealously is not a good feeling
Oh another thing. How did I come back from that so fast, how can i trust you again so easily. That just doesn't make any sense. I think if the roles were reserved our friendship would be over. I don't know what that makes me? the better person? or a stupid person? I guess only the future will tell me.
I want so bad.
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