I don't think I can talk to you about it, cause if I were to talk to you about it, you would stop. But that is not what I want, I want you to realize what you are doing to me. And stop your self. But I can't be naive enough to think that is what is going to happen. I wish I didn't care so much, and I didn't react the way I do. I'm sorry for that. And I'm sorry I've been such a bitch, but I just want to talk to you.