Cause I honestly believed in you

...I'm not sure how to phrase what is going on in my head.
I can honestly say that I've become one of those stupid girls just hanging around for no reason. You honestly treat me like shit. Name one good thing you've done for me lately. I've known for a while now that any way I go my heart is going to get broken. You said you still want to me with me, then why are you being such a fucking asshole. But then I have this problem where I can't let you go. I have this picture where we are going to spend the summer happy, and in love. But that is just a dream. I acutally see it, with me being disappointed by you. I don't know where I went wrong with you. But please fucking man up, and show me that you still care. This is not just in my head. I don't think you realize how fucking angry you make me.