I wish this wasn't so hard. I wish it didn't throw my emotions out the window to fly in the wind and go every which way. You wouldn't understand even if i told you. and I really am not in the mood to get that look or that guilt trip from you. And when I say I'm fine, I am fine. I'm just not in control of myself. I'll be fine. I just want to be with people that make me happy.
I don't know how to say this without sounding like someone I don't like, or sounding really bitchy... so maybe I just shouldn't say it.
I love you. and she is the only girl that makes me really really jealous. I'm not really a jealous person. But I don't want anything to happen to us. I love our relationship. you still sound happy so maybe I should calm the fuck down. just please don't go back to the way you used to be.
All day I've felt on the verge of tears, and I hate it.
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