Its fire fight and I won't run.

I have come to adore you so much. The way you treat me. Oh dear, I'm so happy. I just want these feelings to last.

I was oddly not jealous at all. Adds to my point my feelings for you were not real. Even though I see the effect I have on her, I was her first, you are my first. Yet you don't effect me, she effects me more. I guess you just meant less to me. I was getting over you when we started dating. I started to date her when I wanted too. I wanted her, not you. Not to be mean. I had my moments with you.

And to answer that question, even though I did kind of above. I do treat you differently, you are special to me. I don't know how I can prove that to you anymore. I still get jealous feelings. I still admire how attractive you are. I still care about you more than I should. So stop questioning if I really care or not. I do. And please become that happy person I once knew you to be again. Now! :)