And you girl,

I love you, thank you for being here for me. :)

You and I walk a fragile line.

I feel sad, but I don't feel like I made a mistake. I don't regret this. I really do need this. I hope you understand. I love you, and always will in one way or another. You know that. I don't know when I will want to come back to you. But I need to figure some things out, even though I don't know what I need to figure out. I'm lost. Just don't forget that I love you, and I'm so not happier without you. With you I was a blissful kind of happy. Now I'm confused, lost, and sad.

You're fun, but this isn't going anywhere. I hope you know that and don't get attached. You're a good guy and all, but as I stated above I'm lost, and you help me forget. I don't want to hurt you too.

And you. You're beautiful. I love spending times with you, you make me laugh. That look you give me, and that voice makes me feel like great. But I'm putting up a wall, you're going to hurt me. Which is fine, you warned me. But I don't know what to do, for my sanity I should pull away, but for yours I think you need me to be there for you. So I will be there for you. We aren't classified as anything really, maybe dating, but you can still be with other people right? I think so.

Sometimes it scares me how much I influence you. I hope if you find out about above that you will be fine. But you are wonderful, the world is not a bad place, you just need to look for the good in it. Smile a bit more, I'm always here for you.

Its over. Sorry. We aren't going back to how it used to be.

What are we? Am I allowed to do that? I feel guitly. But I don't think I should. I'm allowed to do that. It's been a year!

Oh and you, be happy. I wish I could do something for you.

Hey Katie, I lllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeee you! :) Just saying!

if you were here we would laugh

I am so in love with everything about you.. I can not believe we have lasted almost a year. Well I can. But it amazes me. I have never been so happy, so complete. I am so in love with you. I love how that talk we had, honest, open, truthful. I feel so great when I'm with you. Our relationship has never been better than it has right now, and I'm so excited for where we are going. I love you. :)

She'll bartend your party